| Location | Oban |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/2006 |
| Date of Death | 09/03/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,199 since 14/09/2008 |
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Khristian ruaidhri mcculloch was born 9 march 2006 at 8.12pm he grew wing's at 8.22pm he was born
prematurly at 23 week's 6 day's he ment the world to me and his daddy we love and miss him so very
much till we meet again my aweet angel.
Our story
I was 24 week's gone i went to the hospital for a scan i found out i was having a little boy me and
my partner were so happy we went to the shop afterward's a bought our first shirt and denim's for
our little boy but the next day i was gettin weird cramp like feeling in my stomoch and i went to
the hospital they done a scan and said everything looked fine and my wee boy looked happy enough
movin round the screan they told me it would just be brackston hick's and that it would b fine so i
went home happy with what they said after all they are the expert's but the cramp and pain were
still there that night i couldn't get to sleep i was so agitated and the pain was still there but
the next day when i went to the toilet i could actualy feel somthing down below that was not part of
me i went back to the hospital for the second day running and told her about this she done a scan
again and told me the same everything was fine i could'nt even sleep due to the discomfort so back
home i went with the pain again the next day was my birthday 9 march still the pain was worsening i
couldn't handle it any more so at 5 o'clock that night back to the hospital again me and my partner
went they knew it was still the same thing that was wrong so i was checked over by 3 diffrent
midwife's that said the same thing brackston hick's they were monitering my baby's heart beat and
scaning my baby he looked fine so i was happy after all they know what they are doing then they
called in a doctor who came in i told him every thing and he touched my back and said dose it hurt
there i said yes he told me i had a urine infection and that i need to go to hospital 90 mile's away
so they phoned an ambulace i was still waiting a hour and a half later i remember i was sitting with
my dad in the room and my partner had went to get us some clothe's then i went to the toilet and my
water's broke i knew what this ment i was so scared and shouted my dad to get the midwife's they
scaned the baby again he was ok but 20 min's later he was stressed i was in labour and so scared for
my baby my partner was there with me now then at 8.20 pm 9 march 2006 my son was born they were
trying to keep him warm and helping him to breath nothing was said then 15 min's later they handed
me my son with nothing said i knew he was dead i felt so sick he was so cute and we all just cuddeld
into each other heart broken we had to stay in that night we sat with our little angel all night
just lookin at him and holding and cuddeling him it had not sank in we were just in orr with him the
preist came to bless him. Next day was time to say good bye it was so hard and emotinal so that
felling of some thing that didnt not belong to me was actually my son he was breach his bum i was
felling i was so upset and angry that no one had noticed i felt let down if i had got to the other
hospital 90 mile's away the story could have been diffrent they had all the eqipment i am never goin
to know he never had the chance for the first year afterward's it was all a daze every day i was not
on the land of the living or so to speak i felt i had nothing to live for so i rushed to get
pregnant 2 month's after and when i did i felt so paniky all day every day through my hole pregnancy
waiting for 24 week's to pass was the same thing going to happen again a boy again when i felt him
first kick i was in tear's i never felt a big kick befor just flutter's then my son cody was born he
keep's me on my toe's and is full os misschief.
I LOVE YOU SON AND ALWAY'S WILL REMEMBER
THE PAIN NEVER GET'S ANY EASYER IT JUST GET'S EASYER TO LIVE WITH
WHAT DOSE NOT KILL YOU MAKE'S YOU STRONGER
MUMMY & DADDY LOVE YOU
LOVING YOU IS EASY WE DO IT EVERYDAY
MISSING YOU IS A HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOSE AWAY THOUGHT'S TODAY MEMORIES FOREVER
♥It shouldn't have been
you,♥
To everyone, that's
clear,♥
and I hate living with
the fact,♥
That my angle's not
here.♥
So much time has gone
by♥,
Without seeing your
face,♥
Your cheeky smile,
Sparkling eyes♥
and your warm, loving
embrace.♥
But the sky glitters
bright,♥
and the stars always
shine,♥
I hope I'm in your
thoughts,♥
Because your always in
mine.♥
So this is for you,♥
The brightest star in
the sky.♥
I will love you more and
more,♥
With each day that goes
by.♥
As long as I can dream,
As long as I can think,
As long I have memory...
I will love you
As long as I have eyes to see
and ears to hear
and lips to speak...
I will love you.
As long as I have a heart to feel,
a soul stirring with in,
An imagination to hold you...
I will love you.
As long as there is time,
As long there is love,
As long as I have a breath
to speak your name...
Because I love you more than anything...
In all the world.
Along the path of memories we will walk with you today Just how much we miss you words could never say You are where we cannot see you your voice we cannot here But we know you walk beside us we feel you ever day XXX R.I.P
Alway's in mummy's heart x
God looked around his garden
And saw an empty space.
He then looked down upon this earth
And saw your smiling face.
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best.
For an unknown reason he took you
up to heaven,and shielded you with grace.
It broke our hearts to see you go,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
A silent tear x
Each night we shed a silent tear,
As we speak to you in prayer.
To let you know we love you,
And just how much we care.
Take our million teardrops,
Wrap them up in love,
Then ask the wind to carry them,
To you in heaven above.
A Special Birthday
Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!
Little Angels
When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with
The death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold,
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
And so he takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult
Still somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be "Goodbye."
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.
Birthday in Heaven
I know how much you miss me,
I can feel all your pain within my heart;
But, I hope you know, that heaven
and earth aren't really so far apart.
My most precious gift was your love,
and it hurts me so, to see you greave.
My friends here in heaven are having
a birthday party for me today;
And since I can't carry a tune,
they have given me a harp to play.
We have so many memories,
and I know you know, "I love you all;
And I'll be waiting at the pearly gates,
when each of you come to call.
I thank you with all my heart,
for the love you sent me, by way of prayer;
Please love and keep each other safe,
and I'll be content, knowing you care.
HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART
Happy birthday babe i hope u have a wonderful day playing with all ur angel frinde's mummy & daddy will be thinking of you love you loads as always happy birthday our special angel x
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