| Location | Oban |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/2006 |
| Date of Death | 09/03/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,200 since 14/09/2008 |
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Khristian ruaidhri mcculloch was born 9 march 2006 at 8.12pm he grew wing's at 8.22pm he was born
prematurly at 23 week's 6 day's he ment the world to me and his daddy we love and miss him so very
much till we meet again my aweet angel.
Our story
I was 24 week's gone i went to the hospital for a scan i found out i was having a little boy me and
my partner were so happy we went to the shop afterward's a bought our first shirt and denim's for
our little boy but the next day i was gettin weird cramp like feeling in my stomoch and i went to
the hospital they done a scan and said everything looked fine and my wee boy looked happy enough
movin round the screan they told me it would just be brackston hick's and that it would b fine so i
went home happy with what they said after all they are the expert's but the cramp and pain were
still there that night i couldn't get to sleep i was so agitated and the pain was still there but
the next day when i went to the toilet i could actualy feel somthing down below that was not part of
me i went back to the hospital for the second day running and told her about this she done a scan
again and told me the same everything was fine i could'nt even sleep due to the discomfort so back
home i went with the pain again the next day was my birthday 9 march still the pain was worsening i
couldn't handle it any more so at 5 o'clock that night back to the hospital again me and my partner
went they knew it was still the same thing that was wrong so i was checked over by 3 diffrent
midwife's that said the same thing brackston hick's they were monitering my baby's heart beat and
scaning my baby he looked fine so i was happy after all they know what they are doing then they
called in a doctor who came in i told him every thing and he touched my back and said dose it hurt
there i said yes he told me i had a urine infection and that i need to go to hospital 90 mile's away
so they phoned an ambulace i was still waiting a hour and a half later i remember i was sitting with
my dad in the room and my partner had went to get us some clothe's then i went to the toilet and my
water's broke i knew what this ment i was so scared and shouted my dad to get the midwife's they
scaned the baby again he was ok but 20 min's later he was stressed i was in labour and so scared for
my baby my partner was there with me now then at 8.20 pm 9 march 2006 my son was born they were
trying to keep him warm and helping him to breath nothing was said then 15 min's later they handed
me my son with nothing said i knew he was dead i felt so sick he was so cute and we all just cuddeld
into each other heart broken we had to stay in that night we sat with our little angel all night
just lookin at him and holding and cuddeling him it had not sank in we were just in orr with him the
preist came to bless him. Next day was time to say good bye it was so hard and emotinal so that
felling of some thing that didnt not belong to me was actually my son he was breach his bum i was
felling i was so upset and angry that no one had noticed i felt let down if i had got to the other
hospital 90 mile's away the story could have been diffrent they had all the eqipment i am never goin
to know he never had the chance for the first year afterward's it was all a daze every day i was not
on the land of the living or so to speak i felt i had nothing to live for so i rushed to get
pregnant 2 month's after and when i did i felt so paniky all day every day through my hole pregnancy
waiting for 24 week's to pass was the same thing going to happen again a boy again when i felt him
first kick i was in tear's i never felt a big kick befor just flutter's then my son cody was born he
keep's me on my toe's and is full os misschief.
I LOVE YOU SON AND ALWAY'S WILL REMEMBER
THE PAIN NEVER GET'S ANY EASYER IT JUST GET'S EASYER TO LIVE WITH
WHAT DOSE NOT KILL YOU MAKE'S YOU STRONGER
MUMMY & DADDY LOVE YOU
LOVING YOU IS EASY WE DO IT EVERYDAY
MISSING YOU IS A HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOSE AWAY THOUGHT'S TODAY MEMORIES FOREVER
sweet dreams .
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________________.O._______*beautiful child your not alone but wrapped up in a blanket made from everyones love and rocked on the wings of the angels up above. SWEET DREAMS PRECIOUS ONE
not alone.
No person is ever truly alone.
Those who live no more,
Whom we loved,
Echo still within our thoughts,
Our words, our hearts.
And what they did
And who they were
Becomes a part of all that we are,
Forever.
sent with love.
Sent with love
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I believe in Angels
I wishtrue,
We didnt want an Angel it wasnt
We only wanted you,
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Youve left behind our broken hearts.
Our thoughts and photos too.
We didnt want a memory
We only wanted you .
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Sweet Dreams Beautiful Angel.xXxXx
1 of our angels.
1 of our angels.
Those we love remain with us,for love itself lives on**Cherished memories never fade,because one loved is gone**Those we love can never be,more than a thought apart**For as long as there is a memory, they live on in our heart.
i light this candle for you babe.
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♥ I came to light a candle ♥
♥ And fill it with love ♥
♥ They burn now brightly ♥
♥ Up in heaven above love to you always sweetheart great auntie pauline .
angel.
Just letting you know I was here
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to leave my love xxxxxxxx
beside us.
Sent with love ♥
Were crying on the outside
And the tears we try to hide,
All we ever wanted was
To have you by our side.
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In our dreams we see you
And always speak your name,
Since the day you left us
It will never be the same,
♥
We long to have you back
And i promise i will try
But im only broken hearted
Because we never said goodbye.
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sleep tight.
Sleep, my sweetheart, sleep, my bear,
your cradle swings in the evening air.
Moonbeams touch your precious face,
And stars float by with gentle grace.
Sleep, my sweetheart, have no fear.
Sleep, my darling, I am hear."
Bridge of Love
There is a bridge of love
From our hearts to you
Where we've built love and memories
And admiration too.
This bridge of love is strongly built
To stretch far and wide
Keeping thoughts of our precious angels
Always by our sides
An Angel kissed my tears away today
when I was sad.
I wasn't feeling quite myself
my day had been so bad.
I felt a warmth brush by me
that quickly dried my tears.
A gentle, kind, and loving touch
that seemed to hold me near.
Immediately, I felt so much better
and the day seemed brighter too.
I guess that's just the way you feel
when an Angel comforts you.
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