| Location | Oban |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 09/03/2006 |
| Date of Death | 09/03/2006 |
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Khristian ruaidhri mcculloch was born 9 march 2006 at 8.12pm he grew wing's at 8.22pm he was born
prematurly at 23 week's 6 day's he ment the world to me and his daddy we love and miss him so very
much till we meet again my aweet angel.
Our story
I was 24 week's gone i went to the hospital for a scan i found out i was having a little boy me and
my partner were so happy we went to the shop afterward's a bought our first shirt and denim's for
our little boy but the next day i was gettin weird cramp like feeling in my stomoch and i went to
the hospital they done a scan and said everything looked fine and my wee boy looked happy enough
movin round the screan they told me it would just be brackston hick's and that it would b fine so i
went home happy with what they said after all they are the expert's but the cramp and pain were
still there that night i couldn't get to sleep i was so agitated and the pain was still there but
the next day when i went to the toilet i could actualy feel somthing down below that was not part of
me i went back to the hospital for the second day running and told her about this she done a scan
again and told me the same everything was fine i could'nt even sleep due to the discomfort so back
home i went with the pain again the next day was my birthday 9 march still the pain was worsening i
couldn't handle it any more so at 5 o'clock that night back to the hospital again me and my partner
went they knew it was still the same thing that was wrong so i was checked over by 3 diffrent
midwife's that said the same thing brackston hick's they were monitering my baby's heart beat and
scaning my baby he looked fine so i was happy after all they know what they are doing then they
called in a doctor who came in i told him every thing and he touched my back and said dose it hurt
there i said yes he told me i had a urine infection and that i need to go to hospital 90 mile's away
so they phoned an ambulace i was still waiting a hour and a half later i remember i was sitting with
my dad in the room and my partner had went to get us some clothe's then i went to the toilet and my
water's broke i knew what this ment i was so scared and shouted my dad to get the midwife's they
scaned the baby again he was ok but 20 min's later he was stressed i was in labour and so scared for
my baby my partner was there with me now then at 8.20 pm 9 march 2006 my son was born they were
trying to keep him warm and helping him to breath nothing was said then 15 min's later they handed
me my son with nothing said i knew he was dead i felt so sick he was so cute and we all just cuddeld
into each other heart broken we had to stay in that night we sat with our little angel all night
just lookin at him and holding and cuddeling him it had not sank in we were just in orr with him the
preist came to bless him. Next day was time to say good bye it was so hard and emotinal so that
felling of some thing that didnt not belong to me was actually my son he was breach his bum i was
felling i was so upset and angry that no one had noticed i felt let down if i had got to the other
hospital 90 mile's away the story could have been diffrent they had all the eqipment i am never goin
to know he never had the chance for the first year afterward's it was all a daze every day i was not
on the land of the living or so to speak i felt i had nothing to live for so i rushed to get
pregnant 2 month's after and when i did i felt so paniky all day every day through my hole pregnancy
waiting for 24 week's to pass was the same thing going to happen again a boy again when i felt him
first kick i was in tear's i never felt a big kick befor just flutter's then my son cody was born he
keep's me on my toe's and is full os misschief.
I LOVE YOU SON AND ALWAY'S WILL REMEMBER
THE PAIN NEVER GET'S ANY EASYER IT JUST GET'S EASYER TO LIVE WITH
WHAT DOSE NOT KILL YOU MAKE'S YOU STRONGER
MUMMY & DADDY LOVE YOU
LOVING YOU IS EASY WE DO IT EVERYDAY
MISSING YOU IS A HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOSE AWAY THOUGHT'S TODAY MEMORIES FOREVER
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
One Christmas Wish
One Christmas wish x
I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish,
I would wish I could see you.
To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss,
This is something I'd really like to do.
My arms ache for my baby Boy,
Who will always remain just that.
To never grow and experience joy,
I wish I knew where you were at.
Why is it God thought he needed you more than I,
And why is it wishes can't come true?
I am just an aching heart who can only ask why,
And a mother who can't let go of you.
Please God grant me this one Christmas wish,
If just for a minute, an hour or a day.
He is someone I really need & miss,
What more must I say?
Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS XXXXXX
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___________________H ello
__________________I Have
_________________Com e Here
________________To Wish You
_______________Merry Christmas
______________And Also, A Happy
_____________New Year To You For
____________2009... I Hope The New
___________Year Brings You Loads Of
__________Happiness And Lots Of Fun.
_________I Hope You Have A Nice Day On
________Christmas Day, Filled With Lots Of
_______Angel Time.......And Of Course Eating
______Lots Of Nice Foods, And Candies. I Hope
_____That Santa Is Good To You As Well And He
___Brings You Loads Of Presents On Christmas Day
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My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun
I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer
May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought
May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold
I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too.
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Dear Mum
Mum please know I’m safe and sound
Cos I’m in gods care
And when its time for you to come
I promise I will meet you there
At heavens gate I will wait for you
As I long for our first hug
And I promise you will see
That I’m happy in the heavens above.
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below.
With tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular! Please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away,
we really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones.
You know I hold you dear
and be glad I'm spending
Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "LOVE" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessings or love He has for you.
So, have a Joyous Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
Where Did You Come From ?
Where did you come from, Baby dear?
Out of the everywhere into here.
Where did you get your eyes so blue?
Out of the sky as I came through.
What makes the light in them sparkle and spin?
Some of the starry spikes left in.
Where did you get that little tear?
I found it waiting when I got here.
What makes your forehead so smooth and high?
A soft hand stroked it as I went by,
What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
I saw something better than anyone knows.
Whence that three-comer'd smile of bliss?
Three angels gave me at once a kiss.
Where did you get this pearly ear?
God spoke, and it came out to hear.
Where did you get those arms and hands?
Love made itself into bonds and bands.
Feet, whence did you come, you darling things?
From the same box as the cherubs' wings.
Where did you get that dimple so cute,
God touched my cheek as I came through.
How did they all come just to be you?
God thought of me, and so I grew.
But how did you come to us, you dear?
God thought of you, and so I am here.
The Angels
May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after.
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter
From Mummy x
Gone, but not forgotten
This pain, I cannot hide
In memory, I see you
A million tears, I’ve cried.
The tender thoughts you left me
Come to my memory
Your loving smile, so precious
Will always be with me.
You visit me in summer
When flowers are in bloom
Upon a ray of sunshine
A star-lit night in June.
When winds are gently blowing
Across a cloudless sky
Within a rolling meadow
Where horse and cattle lie.
I see you in the treetops
As summer comes to be
In shadows, you do linger
A soul so young and free.
I see you in the garden
Your scent does fill the air
Just like a precious flower
A rose, so ever fair.
On country roads, I find you
Along the wooded lane
Within the distant thunder
I see you in the rain.
In early hush of morning
You come without a sound
Upon a blazing sunset
Your memory can be found.
Like sprigs of morning glory
Upon the vine, they grow
With branches reaching outward
Into my heart, you go.
Just like a special angel
God wrapped you in His care
And took you off to heaven
To live with Him, up there.
But often, I still see you
Upon a light blue sky
And long so much to hold you
Why did you have to die?
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Busy Tomorrow
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
My angel
Out of the arms of mommy and daddy and into the arms of Jesus
God sent a angel to the earth...The sweetest angel too
and for such a tiny little thing,he had so much to do.
He knew he did not have much time upon this earth to stay,
so he did not waste a second; he got started right away.
His eyes were bright and sparkly, he took in every turn.
he did not miss a single thing, because Angel came to learn!
God sent him here to touch the hearts of those he could not reach..
he taught them courage, strength and faith, because Angel came to teach.
His tiny little body was so full of God above,
you felt it when you held him , becouse Angel came to love.
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