Khristian Ruaidhri McCulloch

2006 - 2006
LocationOban
Age0
Cause of DeathNot Listed?
Date of Birth09/03/2006
Date of Death09/03/2006
Visitors1,201 since 14/09/2008
Creator

Khristian ruaidhri mcculloch was born 9 march 2006 at 8.12pm he grew wing's at 8.22pm he was born
prematurly at 23 week's 6 day's he ment the world to me and his daddy we love and miss him so very
much till we meet again my aweet angel.

Our story

I was 24 week's gone i went to the hospital for a scan i found out i was having a little boy me and
my partner were so happy we went to the shop afterward's a bought our first shirt and denim's for
our little boy but the next day i was gettin weird cramp like feeling in my stomoch and i went to
the hospital they done a scan and said everything looked fine and my wee boy looked happy enough
movin round the screan they told me it would just be brackston hick's and that it would b fine so i
went home happy with what they said after all they are the expert's but the cramp and pain were
still there that night i couldn't get to sleep i was so agitated and the pain was still there but
the next day when i went to the toilet i could actualy feel somthing down below that was not part of
me i went back to the hospital for the second day running and told her about this she done a scan
again and told me the same everything was fine i could'nt even sleep due to the discomfort so back
home i went with the pain again the next day was my birthday 9 march still the pain was worsening i
couldn't handle it any more so at 5 o'clock that night back to the hospital again me and my partner
went they knew it was still the same thing that was wrong so i was checked over by 3 diffrent
midwife's that said the same thing brackston hick's they were monitering my baby's heart beat and
scaning my baby he looked fine so i was happy after all they know what they are doing then they
called in a doctor who came in i told him every thing and he touched my back and said dose it hurt
there i said yes he told me i had a urine infection and that i need to go to hospital 90 mile's away
so they phoned an ambulace i was still waiting a hour and a half later i remember i was sitting with
my dad in the room and my partner had went to get us some clothe's then i went to the toilet and my
water's broke i knew what this ment i was so scared and shouted my dad to get the midwife's they
scaned the baby again he was ok but 20 min's later he was stressed i was in labour and so scared for
my baby my partner was there with me now then at 8.20 pm 9 march 2006 my son was born they were
trying to keep him warm and helping him to breath nothing was said then 15 min's later they handed
me my son with nothing said i knew he was dead i felt so sick he was so cute and we all just cuddeld
into each other heart broken we had to stay in that night we sat with our little angel all night
just lookin at him and holding and cuddeling him it had not sank in we were just in orr with him the
preist came to bless him. Next day was time to say good bye it was so hard and emotinal so that
felling of some thing that didnt not belong to me was actually my son he was breach his bum i was
felling i was so upset and angry that no one had noticed i felt let down if i had got to the other
hospital 90 mile's away the story could have been diffrent they had all the eqipment i am never goin
to know he never had the chance for the first year afterward's it was all a daze every day i was not
on the land of the living or so to speak i felt i had nothing to live for so i rushed to get
pregnant 2 month's after and when i did i felt so paniky all day every day through my hole pregnancy
waiting for 24 week's to pass was the same thing going to happen again a boy again when i felt him
first kick i was in tear's i never felt a big kick befor just flutter's then my son cody was born he
keep's me on my toe's and is full os misschief.

I LOVE YOU SON AND ALWAY'S WILL REMEMBER
THE PAIN NEVER GET'S ANY EASYER IT JUST GET'S EASYER TO LIVE WITH
WHAT DOSE NOT KILL YOU MAKE'S YOU STRONGER

MUMMY & DADDY LOVE YOU

LOVING YOU IS EASY WE DO IT EVERYDAY
MISSING YOU IS A HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOSE AWAY THOUGHT'S TODAY MEMORIES FOREVER


Recent Gifts

Recent Tributes


page:
6

My angel and ur's

Our little Angel was taken from our home to be a bloom in Heaven to decorate the throne.

Tanya McCuish (Mummy) November 9, 2008

with love....

____xxxxxxxxxx______ xxxxxxxxxxx
___xxx Pass xxxxxx___x xxxxxxxxxxxx
___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xx xxxxxxxxxxxx
___xxxxxxx The xxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx
____xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxx
_____xxxxxxxxx Heart x xxxxxxxxxxx
______xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx
_________xxxx To xxxxx xxxxxxx
___________xxxxxxxxx xxxx
_____________xxxxx Al lxx
______________xxxxxx
________The x
_______________xxx
_______Friends__xx
_____________x
_You_______x
_________xx
___Care_xx
_____xxxx
__x About x
___xxxxxxx
____xx The xxx
______xxxxxxxx
_Most!!_xxxxxxxx
_________xxxxxxx
_________xxxxxxx
________xxxxxx
_____xxxxxxx

Love Louis's Mummy xx

Mummy To An Angel October 18, 2008

MY ANGEL MY SON KHRISTIAN RUAIDHRI MCCULLOCH

Hiysa baby mummy love's you load's and want's you to alway's remember that hope you are having fun in heaven with all the other angel's night night sweetheart till we meet again sleeptight x love mummy,daddy,david,laura,cody and all ur family

Tanya McCuish (Mummy) October 18, 2008

Just Call On Me

Just Call On Me


I can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.


I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings--Amen.


Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fade.

Christina Mummytomatthewandangel (Friend) October 8, 2008

"Sleep, my sweetheart, sleep, my bear,
your cradle swings in the evening air.
Moonbeams touch your precious face,
And stars float by with gentle grace.
Sleep, my sweetheart, have no fear.
Sleep, my darling, I am hear."

Calypsos Mommy Melissa (Friend) September 20, 2008

Precious Khristian

They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.

Louisa Burnett September 16, 2008

love u

xXx~ Loved & Missed Forever ~xXx~
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*
__0000000000000 * . ** .*
___00000000000 * . *. * . *
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.* * .* . *
* .* . *.*

. * .*. * .* . *.*
* .* . *.* * .* . *.*

* * .* . *.
* * * *
* *
* *
*
There`s a pain beyond imagining
that`s burning in our heart
for suddenly our whole world
has been cruely ripped apart
The only source of comfort
are our memories & the love
& they will shine forever
like the brightest star above
No longer can we see your smile
for you are with God above
but..
your loving smile will always be
tucked in our hearts with love
Watch over us from heaven
& help us through this pain
We will always love & miss you
Until we meet again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx

Tanya McCuish (Mummy) September 15, 2008

Inour heart's forever

son we love you so much please alway's acrry this with you and watch over us all we love u x in our arm's for a short time imprinted in our heart's and soul's forever baby khristian x

Tanya McCuish (Mummy) September 14, 2008

Love you alway's son

Baby khristian i love you so much and miss u till we meet angain god will take care of you have fun playing with all the other special baby angel's

Tanya McCuish (Mummy) September 14, 2008

so sorry for your loss.

my love to you and your family.

ibrahims mummy xxx

Claire Hartburn September 14, 2008
page:
6
From Barbara